April 2010
“They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven But they don’t tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to Hell!”
I love Brand New :)
“You said your hope was lost. My eyes were stinging hot. The first of the tears to fall hurts the worst of all. I had it all planned out, what I was going to say. But then that lump in my throat stole my words away. Darling, if nothing else, I know that this is true; I’d have nobody if I don’t have you. But you said your hope was lost, my eyes were stinging hot, the first of the...
“Whatever poison’s in this bottle will leave me broken sore and stiff. But it’s the genie at the bottom who I’m sucking at. He owes me one last wish. So here’s a present to let you know I still exist. I hope the next boy that you kiss has something terribly contagious on his lips. But I got a plan: Drink for forty days and forty nights. A sip for every second-hand...
“I was at a funeral the day i realized I wanted to spend my life with you. Sitting down on the steps at the old post office the flag was flying at half mast and i was thinking ‘bout how everyone is dying and maybe it is time to live. I don’t know where we’re going. I don’t know what we’ll do. Walked in to the thrif-tee. Saw the man with the hollow eyes who...
What a night for a dance, you know I’m a dancing machine With a fire in my bones and the sweet taste of kerosene I get lost in the night so high I don’t want to come down To face the loss of the good thing that I’ve found In the dark of the night I could hear you calling my name With the hardest of hearts I still feel full of pain So I drink and I smoke and I ask you if...
There’s always a moment during a climb when you lose yourself. You...
– Steve Sillett in Richard Preston’s Wild Trees
I Know It's Over -- The Smiths
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head And as I climb into an empty bed Oh well. Enough said. I know it’s over - still I cling I don’t know where else I can go Oh … Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head See, the sea wants to take me The knife wants to slit me Do you think you can help me ? Sad veiled bride, please be happy Handsome...
It’s all wrong. By rights we shouldn’t even be here. But we are....
– The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
There are few of us who have not sometimes wakened before dawn, either after one...
– The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde
keeping to yourself life’s getting old this cold december night feels so alone the bathtubs overflowing, as you dissolve into it and write a letter to a broken home you feel it sinking in, the water you breathe in all these faces, see what you created they battle tears just to say, I’ll miss your smile if you could get a second chance, you’d take it a chance you’d take to...